Yoni Phoenix Rising
Kyla Anderson
March of 2015 was another cold, Icey New England month but one night I found myself at the walk-in clinic, the doctor said I needed at least four staples in my head. In that instant I knew that the relationship I was in, had to end. I had to get out. This was arguably the lowest moment of my life. I felt lost, like a shell of who I used to be. I knew I needed to make a big change.
Fast forward to that November, I rose my right hand to defend the Constitution of the United States and the State of Connecticut at all costs, for the Army National Guard, and I hopped on a plane to Fort Sill, Oklahoma. Over the next few years I reunited with who Kyla Clark Anderson was. I slowly built back my strength, my voice, safety, and independence within myself. I chiseled myself back, one challenge after another, proving over and over that I could achieve anything I set my mind to. Despite CrossFit victories, martial arts, personally training, firefighting, and military accolades I knew something was missing. I could feel the discord between my inner masculine and feminine. My masculine side was completely running my life and my inner feminine was suffocating. I began yearning for less structure and more flow in my life, more pleasure, art, dance, expansion. My internal energy was not balanced. I was also fed up with fleeting, surface level connections, drunken one-night stands, online dating, casual sex, birth control with horrible side effects and most of all, the porn industry. Despite societies twisted view on sexuality, I always knew it was sacred.
In 2019, I purchased my first crystal wand, quit watching porn and starting peeling back layers of conditioning to figure out what my true desires, wants and needs were. I began relearning my body, my natural cycle, reclaiming my blood, my raw feminine wildness. I learned that our wombs carry ancient wisdom, a second brain, a portal to the Divine. I learned that living with my natural hormone cycle works much better than ignoring it and that the closest I ever feel to source, is when I self-pleasure in nature. I learned that rest is one of the most important aspects of living in flow. I leaned on sisters, we cried, screamed, danced, drummed, and created art, Yoni art to be exact. The last 5 years has been a coming home, a balancing out of my inner world, a shedding of old identities.
My mission is to help both men and women reclaim their sacred sexuality and help restore planetary balance between masculine and feminine energy, so more divine union is possible.
A'ho